Name: Disappear
Duration: P00H04M40S
Description: This is the third song I ever wrote (of the songs anyone will ever hear) and it's nothing fancy... just a sweet, young, pop song, from when I was young and sweet.

Disappear

from Big Corners by Yahenda

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This is the third song I ever wrote (of the songs anyone will ever hear) and it's nothing fancy... just a sweet, young, pop song, from when I was young and sweet.

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I'm such a goof
I'm such a geek
I see her from across a room and I get weak
I slouch & squint
Do my best Dylan
Ready and able, but what if she's not willin'

Why can't I talk
When she comes near
Cuz when she really ever sees me all I wanna do is disappear

I'm such a suck
I realize
Our kids have names before I have hers memorized
I'm scared of her
I swore I wouldn't
But makin' a fool of myself is just something I'm awfully good at

Why can't I talk
When she comes near
Cuz when she really ever sees me all I wanna do is disappear

My sister says
'You'll be alright
But you shouldn't stay alone tonight
Go out with friends
Go be adored
You'll lose yourself in her if you let yourself get bored

Why can't I talk
When she comes near
Cuz when she really ever sees me all I wanna do is disappear

So I watch her when she moves, she is a poem
I watch her when she moves, then she is gone
I watch her when she moves...and when she dances
Cuz when she dances she's a rap song
I'm not Lennon, I'm not McCartney
I'm just tryin' to get through to you
So when you leave your new year's party
Rest assured I'd follow you
...Just not sure if I'd follow through

Yeah but she's cool
She belly-dances
I like weird movies & sad songs, what are the chances
Yeah but she's pretty
Yeah but, but nothin'
If I can't be me, what's the use in bluffin'

Why can't I talk
When she comes near
Cuz when she really ever sees me all I wanna do is disappear

When she really ever sees me all I wanna do is disappear

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from Big Corners, released November 7, 2014

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